Well I am back by popular demand.

Well what can I say! This has been the most full on year of my life. No doubt. Its been a leap of faith. Its been a battle and its been a path of truth.

This year I decided to work for Soma organic a company owned by Craig and Karim Sams selling Organic smoothies. Karim was brought an 18 bedroom house by his father who recently sold green and black chocolate to cadburys. It was a shrewd move and earnt them a few quid. The house was on old probation office and I ended up in a barred room in the basement with no heating and no ventilation I was told to sleep on  bags of clothes and had to practically beg for a mattress. Luckily I found some furniture in the street and dragged them down myself. The deal was that If I save them money I will be paid the amount. Without going on about it too much it didn't turnout that way. Its difficult working with  a complete drug addict and a manipulator half the time he was too shit faced to deal with his own life let alone his business. Luckily I was there to save his life. It was a weird reflection on my previous years.  I could see my self in this guy watching the same mistakes happening and often being on the receiving end of his fuckedupness. Eventually I had enough and made the break. I wrote of a £4000 bill (which he refused to acknowledge) and let him run of his mouth that I had ripped him off( a primitive technique often employed by the rich). I let him off as he had gone so far past the mark the he had no way of him returning. What got to me the most was that these people have money. I was not being greedy. I just wanted a new start and I was promised the earth. I moved his entire office and set up his computer systems. I even got him a new member of staff. Someone who eventually took over my tasks.

My lesson - distance myself from the lost it cases! If they start peddling misinformation let them they will eventually trip them selves up!

I'm sure he will snap out of it. I remember thinking that he is a reflection of how bad I could get. It was karmic retribution on a massive scale. I asked for it and allowed the abuse and mistreatment. I considered court action and the solicitor was very excited by the information I had given basically less than a minimum wage and stress caused my the mistreatment.

The endless nights crying myself to sleep eventually led to my illness and I my health began to decline considerably waking up dizzy and not being able to eat and my stomach was in such turmoil that I started to feel slightly suicidal. I needed to get out and I was luckily enough to see an advert in a healthfood shop window that offered me a way out.  A room in a beautiful house. It was my only option. But unfortunately I had to get a reference from the very people who were the perpetrators of my illness. Luckily my constant badgering got through and maybe a little bit of compassion shone into the heart of the fearful millionaire and a reference was sent. I am now on the mend, no longer waking up dizzy.I am feeling more happier than ever before. Never again will I trust a rich fool who mindlessly promises me riches...Truth of the matter I allowed it. People will take advantage of the fact that one is not protesting.

and because a company is selling organic does not mean that they are ethical and trust me it does not mean they are fair with their trade. Be warned those in big business have to play some big games to get there.

Time for ethical practices from those who portrays themselves as ethical.

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